i meat a girl that likes have a nice life

do i marry her or is she insane?

I listened to this album a few years ago with a girl who was shot in San Bernadino the other day. She didn't really like it, thought it sounded like mushroom acid music.

Scott Weiland will be dead by the end of the year.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?t=50&v=x1wUBZBVsZk

I've always been very awkward and angsty. I was a chubby child who lived in his own world. I didn't care for sports like the other kids and I also wouldn't play with them. I'd just play on my own, wearing a towel as a cape and pretend to be Batman and fighting evil. I wanted to be a hero, I wanted people to acknowledge me as more than just the weird kid I was. As I got older I found some friends. Not real friends, but other unpopular kids. We'd fight with toy lightsabers. Sometimes I would beat up the weakest one in our group, just because I could. We got out of touch when I changed schools. By the time I was a teenager, I had no friends. I dyed my hair jet black, wore combat boots and industrial band shirts and read Nietzsche and Crowley in the lunch breaks. The normal kids stayed away from me and I stayed away from them. The emo and goth kids made fun of me for being a satanist (I wasn't by the way). The world wouldn't see the hurt and lost soul I was. I was afraid to talk to girls. I still managed to get a gf when I was sixteen. A fat and bossy emo chick with daddy issues. We broke up after two years. After that I was emotionally broke. The world was a cold and strange place to me where a freak like me had no place.
I'm in college now and I'm just as angsty and awkward as I was when I was a little boy pretending to be Batman. But only on the inside. My body is ripped and my clothes look good. But I still avoid other people, I avoid eye contact with girls I find beautiful. But I found a way to deal with the anxiety. Everyday on the way to uni I prepare for the daily fight by listening to Death Grips. I listen to MC Ride angry verses, I let them flow through me. There are too many hoes in my meal. My body's shaking listening to this. Adrenaline kicks in when the bus stops at the campus. I get off, waiting for the plebs to come up and get me. But they can't hurt me. I've mentally become MC Ride by this point. I am him. He saved my live with his wisdom. I am euphoric

>>60757734

>listening to music in public
>can't fully enjoy it because of the constant fear that other people can hear what you're listening to

it's spherical

post profile links and make friends and stuff :-)

http://www.last.fm/user/Chukleduck

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Old thread: >>60757734

>mfw someone says that music is subjective