>>1611955// not him, but i'm getting "post not found" whenever I try to open it, so i'll copy paste. //
Yes that is me. I'm not posting an excerpt, for reasons previously explained and subsequently justified. What "sort of life I've led" is for the most part irrelevant. I possess a sensitive disposition and a rich inner life and therefore every moment (if life / time can be said to consist of "moments") has been incredibly meaningful to me, and thanks to a great talent at articulating my thoughts and exposing my mental landscape I have depicted a life that, although filled with relatively little novelty beyond the age of around sixteen (the diversity and intensity of novelty and novel experiences being the currency many if not most individuals use as a means of evaluating the quality of their and other peoples' lives) is nonetheless extremely interesting, both as a succession of real-world events and as an accumulation of gradually more profound and in a sense tragically lucid thoughts and observations. Both fortunately and unfortunately I experience more mental phenomena, both intellectual and emotional, by watching a sparrow drift across a cloudless sky in winter as most other people experience in their entire lives despite deaths in the family, divorce and other so-called "tragic" events, the sadness of which is usually dispelled by drinking alcohol or pursuing "fun" or employing the kinds of mental strategies detailed at lengthy by Zappfe in his essay "The Last Messiah."