likely just having your chi depleted.
you have an energy body that cannot usually be seen with the eye.
this is what is cultivated in martial arts, qi gong, tai chi, the like.
apparently you can lose it to a severe degree.
what is also apparent is that it can be stolen through connections you make with certain um 'people' through the internet.
You and everyone else need to quit with the "mental illness" meme.https://files.catbox.moe/n6umpt.png
What happened to me was very real.
If you lack the proper understanding, then accept that you don't understand.
If you do understand and are intentionally attempting to discredit someone who survived these torture club shenanigans then fuck you moon cuck.
But since you believe whatever fits your version of authority, allow me to share with you that experts now say that experiencing many years of organized torture and developing symptoms of psychological distress may possibly be related, as if being tortured causes people to behave like they are screaming out in pain from being tortured.
What a revolutionary concept.