Quoted By: >>202490380 >>202490380,1
After a lot of consideration, I decided that I am going to kill myself. I don't know when, I don't know how but it will probably be through intentional overdose.
I might or might not take a simple drug test or a more complicated toxicology test prior to leave back to prove that I was clean before the incident, I think it would be lame if I didn't take drugs the days before dying. I will write and emphasize that the overdose was intentional and I don't think I will leave a suicide note.
I've read about someone who killed himself that he was writing a big X everyday in a page in his calendar the last two weeks of his life meaning that he didn't find anything meaningful and worthy of being alive which sounds interesting.
Other options are hanging, by gun and carbon monoxide poisoning also sounds interesting but I still think intentional overdose is the best way to go.
Life is completely meaningless and especially in the modern world along with the rampant rise of technology making it even worse and this is just the beginning. It's no secret that the masses have changed dramatically for the worse due to social media and consumerism. The damage social media has inflected into people's psyches is irreversible and it's obvious. And remember, this is only the beginning, social media as we know them and their overall popularity are at most only 15 years old, before them there were obviously chat rooms and similar sites.
Too many people working paycheck to paycheck in toxic working environments and wasting their lives and potential to have nothing left in the end of the month or even borrowing money to make ends meet so someone else can get richer and richer.
Not to mention the attitude, mindset and behavior of a big portion of the population who make you wonder what's going on inside their heads on a daily basis.
I might or might not take a simple drug test or a more complicated toxicology test prior to leave back to prove that I was clean before the incident, I think it would be lame if I didn't take drugs the days before dying. I will write and emphasize that the overdose was intentional and I don't think I will leave a suicide note.
I've read about someone who killed himself that he was writing a big X everyday in a page in his calendar the last two weeks of his life meaning that he didn't find anything meaningful and worthy of being alive which sounds interesting.
Other options are hanging, by gun and carbon monoxide poisoning also sounds interesting but I still think intentional overdose is the best way to go.
Life is completely meaningless and especially in the modern world along with the rampant rise of technology making it even worse and this is just the beginning. It's no secret that the masses have changed dramatically for the worse due to social media and consumerism. The damage social media has inflected into people's psyches is irreversible and it's obvious. And remember, this is only the beginning, social media as we know them and their overall popularity are at most only 15 years old, before them there were obviously chat rooms and similar sites.
Too many people working paycheck to paycheck in toxic working environments and wasting their lives and potential to have nothing left in the end of the month or even borrowing money to make ends meet so someone else can get richer and richer.
Not to mention the attitude, mindset and behavior of a big portion of the population who make you wonder what's going on inside their heads on a daily basis.
