I'm about 99% sure I have a learning disability with math.
>good grades as a child, skilled in reading/writing/history
>trouble holding my pencil "correctly"
>trouble learning to read analogue clocks, times tables, and even simple mental math
>took AP and college classes in highschool but took remedial math
>had to take college pre-algebra for no credit because I failed algebra 2 the first time, even with tutoring
>tfw chose major just because it didn't require another math course
>tfw quit side job as cashier after one day because making change is too hard and it takes me a long time
I'm pretty sure I have a problem but it's too late for me to get any help now. I'm just going to feel inferior and shitty for the rest of my life. I'll always struggle with little things that make everyone think I'm an idiot