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I feel like I have so many songs in me, deep in my heart, but I feel like a mute, like I can't get a word out, like if I had been crying I suppose there might be a narcisism that makes me feel this, and I do wish to see real-life manifestations of the regard I have for myself, but deep down what inspires me is my gratitute towards all the beauty I could experience with music. It's like I want to leave a prayer for the church of the sublime. Even so, there is this deep shame that seems to make me unable to get anything out there. Due to this, there's this feeling I'll just have to take a leap of faith into it, forget everything about it, and just try to work on "my craft", if it exists. Seems like if I stay in the path I'm in, I'll just keep giving only part of my soul to that I care about... which seems like not giving a tree enough water for it to bear any fruit. Have you dealt with this? What can I do?
>OKAY TYRONE ITS THAT TIME OF THE WEEK AGAIN, GET THE KEY FOR MY KEK CAGE SO I CAN PLEASURE MYSELF WHILE YOU FUCK MY NAZI WHORE OF A WIFE AS I LISTEN TO JEFRE CANTU-LEDESMA. WAIT A SECOND.... >TYRONE WHAT THE FUCK, WAS THAT YOUR SISTER DATING A W... A W-W.... A WH*TE MAN? >TYRONE YOU KNOW THAT LETTING WH*TE MEN BREED WITH WOMEN OF COLOR IS THE WORST SIN BLACK PEOPLE CAN DO, DO YOU WANT TO BE COLONIZED TYRONE? YOU WANT THEM TO CREATE SLAVES OUT OF YOUR BLOOD FOR THE NEXT CENTURY ALL OVER AGAIN TYRONE???? >OH MY SCIENCE, THIS IS WORSE THAN THAT TIME WHEN I BOUGHT THAT LOVELESS ALBUM AND I LISTENED TO "Touched" WHICH COMPLETELY RUINED THAT EPIC PIECE OF AWESOME SAUCENESS!! >YOU CANT ALLOW THIS SHIT TYRONE, ONLY BLACK BULLS ARE ALLOWED TO MIX BREED WITH WHITE NAZI WOMEN WHILE THEIR HUSBANDS WATCH JUST LIKE THE SOVIETS WHO WERE ATTACKING THE NAZI VILLAGES IN WW2 >TYRONE YOU HAVE TO KILL YOUR NIGGER OF A SISTER RIGHT NOW BEFORE SHE GETS IMPREGNATED BY THAT NAZI, YOU DON'T HAVE A CHOICE YOU FUCKING NIGGER, KILL HER RIGHT NOW. YOU MUST DO IT TO SAVE YOUR RACE. >BE A HERO, TYRONE, BE A HERO!
>AH, THIS COLLAB BETWEEN JEFRE CANTU LEDESMA AND GROUPER SURE BRINGS BACK GREAT MEMORIES: >BACK IN AFGHANISTAN. I HAD TO IMAGINE THAT MY BROWN ENEMIES WERE WHITE MEN. I COULDNT KILL THEM OTHERWISE BECAUSE THOSE MUSLIMS COULD HAVE BEEN BEAUTIFUL BROWN BULLS THAT WOULD RAPE AND KILL WHITE WOMEN IN ANOTHER LIFE WHICH JUST MADE ME SO SAD WHENEVER I ENDED THERE LIFE. BUT WHEN I IMAGINED THEY WERE WHITE MEN I COULD EASILY SHOOT THEM AND COMMIT WAR CRIMES, STOMPING THEIR FUCKING FACE UNDER MY BOOT AND KILLING THEIR FAMILY INFRONT OF THEM LOL. >AS A PLUS SIDE I WOULD ALSO PURPOSEFLLY GET MY PLATOON MEMBERS KILLED, NEARLY DIED MYSELF WHILE DOING THIS LMAO. I REMEMBER HAVING TO SURPRESS A GRIN EVERYTIME I SAW THEIR PARENTS CRYING BECAUSE THEIR LITTLE TINY DICKED BITCH WHITE BOY OF A SON WAS DEAD THANKS TO ME hahahahahAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAAHAH AHAHAHA HAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH AHAAHAHAH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH AHAHHAHAH AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
