>>80740733>here are no "Good Boy" pointsGrim. What's it all for then?
In all honesty, I have come to the realizar that it's better to do the right thing just because it is right. Not to expect any reward. Like the bible says, do things without expecting anything in return.
It is difficult, however. You wonder what everything is for, you want to feel rewarded or treated fairly. You want good things to happen when you do the right thing. But instead, you might hurt or end up having a negative outcome by doing what is right in that particular moment. And it may never "pay off" it was just the right thing to do in that moment. But I still can't simply ignore the correct answer, if I know it. I just can't.
It's hard because I still want things that make me feel good, but being good doesn't necessarily lead me to get them, so it is frustrating. But what is right is good independent of the consequences.