>>50192078your not missing out on much in my opinion.
i used to want a gf, then i got one and it was great. having someone to talk to and be intimate with, to love. her family was my family and she was my best friend. I loved her and she would always tell me how much she loved me but then she left one day, completely to my surprise. I was destroyed and i'm still recovering even a year after.
i believe relationships are terrible time investments now. You give so much, and usually they give back, but then they just leave. Whether it be cheating, or they just peace out. It might be a fews months, or a few years until it happens. but it always leaves you holding the bag and being broken.
maybe i'm just bitter idk. i can't trust love anymore. just don't feel so bad just because you haven't given your heart to someone. Your heart is still intact. keep it safe