who here /improoving/
learning Python language RN

What do you think of pic attached?
Is it really true robots are so broken they have no way out?

It is impossible for me to even fantasize about a gf at this point.

Sure I can construct scenarios in my head, but it's impossible for me to get into them and really daydream. It's just too fucking unrealistic. I can "get into" daydreams about time travel etc., but even in those I'm not able to see myself with a girl. Holy fuck it's so fuckinf over

I know we keep hearing about how girls will look down on a man who owns no car, but what about a man who owns a motorbike INSTEAD OF a car?

Bearing in mind this man...me...has been single most of his life, doesn't own much not because he is poor but because he doesn't NEED much (TV, laptop...and stuff to live), the motorbike is the most convenient (and fun) for of transport. It can carry two if necessary also.

i look like this redditor, its over

White feet are a soft velvetly delicate flower
Niggaboon feet are like a hard cracked slab of unattractive baboon nastiness

Over time, I've noticed people form concepts and notions of me based on my appearance, which in a way gives them a certain expectation of what I'll be like and the type of connection they'd potentially have with me, after a few interactions though, they realize that I simply don't line up with their presumption, and hence, find themselves subconsciously disappointed at me. Little by little, this has caused my life to lose relationship after relationship and has had people I wanted to be around of distance themselves after getting to know me well.

Growing up without a father, siblings, friends or even a parental figure has left certain regions of my brain underdeveloped, more specifically the ones associated to socializing, bonding, affection and even reciprocity, this among many other excuses and technical explanations of life's circumstances is what I constantly repeat myself in an attempt to stroke my own ego, recognizing my intelligence and self-awareness to at least try to make something out of it and not have it all just be senseless misery. However, I know in reality all I'm doing is justifying the life condition I've found myself in which is that of loneliness, hopelessness and even a progressing feeling of jadedness and desensitization from the things that once made me feel alive and curious of the world around me.

I want to die but I still foolishly keep looking for reasons to keep breathing, any basis as vague as it may seem to keep going and take the burden of living for a purpose that may justify the means, but it's all meaningless.

I'm not writing this in hopes of getting anyone's pity or having someone tell me it'll be ok. Ultimately, I guess it's a way to prove that I'm in this world, that there was a period of time in the cosmos in which these thoughts and detriments were hovering over some sentient being which happens to be me; I may as well not even be alive unless I have someone else acknowledge my existence or read my words.

I do not have a girlfriend.

But I wish I did have a girlfriend

in the future i hope to get a girlfirend

to a level that is superior to most college students. The problem is only the quality control but why are most college kids in denial of this when it's plainly evident. They think college is some sacred institution but honestly some textbooks aren't that superior to a Wikipedia page.

Can any Ameribros explain to a Eurobro why you're all so antisemitic?
I'm from Northern Ireland so I have no experience with Jews.