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"Glowies have ruined my life because I posted the anarchist cookbook one time on 4chan". Edition.

my tinnitus is so bad it never fucking goes away
I went to a doctor and he said all I could do is fucking acupuncture or therapy
I want to blow my brains out
please god just make the ringing fucking stop

I can't live with constant tinnitus
it's driving me insane
I'm going to blow my brains out

I have cripplingly loud tinnitus in one ear
no matter what i do it rings constantly
it's louder than a fan or any noise i can play
I never have silence and can never think about anything anymore
i want to fucking kill myself

>indian women
>africa women
>chinese women

>most virgins
>obsessed with white man

>american women
>least virgins
>hate white men while fucking tons of dudes they dont fucking hate

wtf am i doing in america my whole life wasted

Have any of you guys been homeless and did you learn anything? I learned homelessness may be more fun than being a genuine wage slave working a hard job. I don't care about status I think. And barley care about a woman, if not at all.

Homelessness was more fun than college actually. Tried college, hated it. I despised college. Homelessness being better than working is debatable I had a job once but lived with my parents so I bought a expensive top of the line custom gaming PC (3080TI back when it was the best). If I had to pay rent I'd not be able to afford games or a pc or console. I really don't want to try having roommates.

I'd rather be homeless than to work and live with roommates if rent and utilities made it impossible to game. Sitting around looking at nature seems preferable to working a hard job, especially if college at the same time. Especially since nintendo switch exists, could go to Panera Bread with a membership for $10 a month for unlimited coffee and plug in charge and game with a waterproof case and waterproof backpack and game for several hours while enjoying a coffee buzz.


I also learned I am capable of surviving and avoiding the police homeless by sleeping in parks or at the beach at night to avoiding camping charges, never got caught once in 4 years only got a few warnings for sleeping in public blatantly, went to more secluded areas and avoided other homeless people

Also restaurant food that's left over tier fresh is in the trash cans by the restaurants at the beach and rich people give 5-20 dollars per beg by the beach. I can beg for cigarette money even homeless or smoke half smokes cigs off the ground, plus still get neetbux when homeless due to hearing voices.

Also people offered me free drugs and alcohol when homeless sometimes.

I get disability money for hearing voices so it was easier for me than straight up pure begging for everything, but some weeks I didnt see the money lady so I had to beg or trash eat. it's doable.

This fucking faggot ruined dating forever for all skinny men. Because of him, women automatically associate skinny average looking men with incels and just seeing someone under 150 lbs gives them the ick. You have to either get fat or roidmax now if you want to even have a chance with women because of Elliot Rodger. I wouldn't be surprised if the rise in trannies over the last decade is the direct result of him completely destroying the sexual prospects of skinny men, forcing them to troon out if they want any hope of having sex with someone.

I finally started playing video games more again.

Been playing overwatch and elden ring. Gamed for over 5 hours this morning.

Has anyone else got stuck in a loop of checking 4chan and complaining online instead of gaming? Gaming was more fun by far, but I keep complaining online or posting, then just sleeping over and over to escape reality.