>dad wants to talk to me
>"hey you've stopped doing Uni 2 years ago, what are your plans?"
>well I'm not really sure
>fast forward a bit in to the convo
>I don't really have a purpose
>"well you got a think about what you want, staying in your room won't facilitate finding a purpose, you need to get a bit out of your comfort zone"
>I can't find the reason to go out and do something, I don't enjoy anything
>"hmm, well how about we go and travel for a little bit. I know you like churches and going to museums, we don't even have to talk about what we discussed today, I just want us to have a good time"
>Me thinking in my head while he's talking: you guys(parents) are the only reason I'm alive, I don't want to think anymore I'm tired of it.
>start crying, I leave the room and go out of the house sobbing
Guys I really don't know what to do anymore, I feel so fucking sorry for him and my mom. They try so hard but I legitimately have no reason to continue other than for them.
I genuinely want to kill myself.
Pic related the message he sent me

I just want to meet a girl online, talk to her, be friends with her, and occasionally sext/trade nudes.
Why is this so hard to find nowadays? There used to be tons of cute, fun, nice girls online. Back in high school I literally spent a year and a half long-distance dating some girl I met on Omegle.
Now, five years later, it seems impossible. Omegle is dead, unless you want to use the gay video section and comb through 300 guys before finding one girl who'll just ignore you. /soc/ is just a bunch of gay dudes, larpers, and girls trying to advertise their Onlyfans. All the old websites are dead and replaced by Discord, where every server is 50 depressed zoomer losers orbiting one bitchy whore. Girls don't even talk in game chat anymore, or at least not the games I'm playing.
What happened?
Why are there no girls on the internet?

What's it like not having ocd? I can't remember...

What is your biggest regret?

As a black girl, I wish black people would simply vanish from the face of the earth, not via genocide (I would hate for my loved ones to die like that) but us just refusing to breed. I wish there was some virus or intervention that had a memetic effect on blacks and browns exclusively to not have children.

Would most girls be happy to be really affectionate and cuddly with their bf? I've been lonely for a long time and it really hurts, but I think so long as I get plenty of affection when I do get a relationship, it would make up for it and I would feel better. I'm worried that girls (even in a relationship) would be put off or not want to be very affectionate with me, and that would really crush me.

Also, it wouldn't be one-sided or anything. I really want to pamper and be affectionate with my partner, so I want things to go both ways.

Are black women easier for white robots to get with than white women?

I want a black girl to sit on my face so bad, bros. I want to be punished for my ancestors' crimes by being suffocated over and over by a big black ass like pic related. Imagine the smell of her pungent crack. Imagine the taste of her sweaty pussy and butthole. Imagine the texture of her soft fat warm ebony cheeks crushing your face.

have you taken the ebonypill?

Why are there no fucking fembots, you'd think because of the fucking HUGE amount of incels that are on here there would be a sizable amount of femcels.

Are women incapable of being lonely? Not saying their lives aren't hard but I feel like it's utterly impossible to find an actual fembot who isn't here to attention whore and garner orbiters.

Get a job.

jobs are available