My mother watched me have sex for the first time.
>grow up in super religious house
>in their cult, you're supposed to have arranged marriages and have children as soon as possible
>finally turn 18, which is legal age to get married in my state
>mother shows up with another girl from my cult for me to be with
>we can't marry yet as she's only 17
>I really want to nope out of here, last few years I found out how fucked up this cult shit was and was waiting until I could escape
>a few months later, I'm looking for a job so I can leave behind this life
>the girl also wants to get out of this and she's not too happy about any of this
>mother wants to know if I'm trying for a child
>I lie to her and say that I am
>she doesn't believe me as my "girlfriend" is hardly here and she isn't pregnant yet
>mother leaves the room to make a phone call
>an hour later the girl and her mother come over
>mother violently grabs me and we both get brought to my room
>both my mother and her mother are watching
>she tells me to have sex with her
>both of us are extremely uncomfortable but she eventually starts to take her clothes off and go on the bed
>I then follow, as awkward as this can be
>my mother has seen me naked many times before but this was going too far
>I can't get hard as I'm too nervous
>mother says she's not leaving until we do this
>girl tells me just to do it
>I eventually get hard enough to go in and it takes a really long time of me awkwardly moving my body
>eventually I decide to fake it and pull out
>both of our mothers buy it
>I get out of there after another 2 months and I bring the girl (now 18) with me