>>53479925Yeah I didn't even get that much, but she went to the effort to find me and that's enough, with no social media and living off the grid kinda that's a hard thing to do. It gave me the indication that she actually cared enough to put things together.
I've had around a decade of nothing but solitude and the past couple of years have been even worse when it comes to isolation.
The worst thing she could've done was give me a little bit of attention and then lead me into thinking there might be an after where I could live a somewhat normal life.
Instead I'm back to staring at the wall wondering what I'm doing with my life, texting her fruitlessly. I can't even bear to delete her number because I still have some glimmer of hope that she might respond. It's fucking pathetic.