>>32498929>she wasn't physically enough, and I wanted someone who would put outyou make my fucking blood boil you piece of shit
why would you even remotely think that that was a good idea to say? she is just as much an autist as you are, and you fucked up big time. are you fucking serious? you had a chance. you got farther than many of us ever will. and when breaking up with her, you told her a lie that made you look like a shallow douche
Sorry, what you said just fucking infuriated me. but if I were to give advice (it might be too late), it would be to apologise profusely, tell the truth (including explaining what your mind went through AND what you thought of the whole no reply to "I love you" thing) considering she is as socially inept as you are, she might understand your anxiety. please try and save your self. dig out of the hole you dug. there is a chance. please help yourself