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I stayed a virgin untill I was 22 and probably went on dates with 20 or so men. Basically any guy under 30 that asked me out. I always wanted to save my virginity for the one but no one would date me longer than a month since I didn't open my legs for them. As of 6 months ago I started seeing a guy and decided to just give it up because I was going crazy with loneliness. Needless to say, it worked . Hes been dating me for 6 months but my old internet friends are calling me a whore because I didn't wait for marriage. Are they just jealous or am I doing something wrong?
I am an antinatalist and recently have been trying to broach this with my family. The issue is that my 21 year old sister is heavily pregnant with her fucking THIRD child (she is a whore) so naturally my family is very reactive to my views. They have been making snarky jibes at me whenever I mention antinatalism around them.
How do I explain my views without coming across as arrogant? I have tried everything. for example I sent my sister an excel spreadsheet comparing her babies potential pleasure within the first 20 minutes of life with its potential suffering. For example I explain in the document that her baby could potentially of course gain pleasure from its first ever burp but could also gain pain from accidentally burping up its own stomach juices due to a rupture in the belly from birth defects, as well as other things. She was enraged like the bitch she is. I have also tried to demonstrate that she is immoral for bringing babies into the world, and even if she wasn't a bad mother to her current children and wasn't poor and single, her childrens suffering would still not be worth it.
I have tried giving David Benatars example of being in a theatre for a bad show that you wouldn't get up to leave but that you regret going to to demonstrate the folly of my fathers 'why don't you just kill yourself' defence and he didn't understand. He told me 'if you were at the theatre next to me I would get up and leave faggot'.
I don't want to ruin my familial relationship but don't want to bend to their idiotic views. My mother and father have already told me that if antinatalism only related to my birth they would support it but they are just petty because they are losing. It is funny because I am a 29 year old NEET and bring nothing but suffering to them yet they claim new life is worth it?
Does anyone else miss her ? Why does this keep happening? I never felt anything for this girl and then now i am sucked in somehow, why ? I can't help to think everytime i enter my room i imagine she will be in there. I just went for a night walk and imagined she was walking with me. This needs to stop.
>tfw NEET for four years after college >childhood dreams of becoming a writer >tried to find work but eventually gave up >tried to publish a bunch of things but nothing worked out >mommy insists she's still proud of her "little writer" >one day get an email with Job Offer in the subject >it's from mommy >she offered me $5 per day if I spent a couple of hours writing her memoir >agreed because no choice >get dressed up in cotton slacks and a clean shirt each morning >have written 32,000 words so far and made tons of notes >will probably self-publish it on Lulu for her
Am I a writer /r9k/? It's all I've ever wanted to be.
>30 >0 work history >0 qualifications >high-school drop out >no drivers license >to paranoid to use public transport >no family with connections to jobs >no friends >dont have any adult clothing >diagnosed mental disorder: schizoid personality
I've been on neetbux without any job-finding obligations because the people at the welfare place know that im 100% unemployable.
> today is my birthday > nobody has ever remembered it or congratulated me for years > no friends to celebrate it with > tfw non-existant to other human beings > tfw I know christmas and new year's eve will be exactly like this
Anyone else non-existant to their peers and other humans? I feel like I'm getting to the point where I should just end it already.