>>36946650Yes and no. In general yes. But I love my oneitis so much that I'm forced to care about the world I hate and from which I hide, because she lives in it. Most of the time I manage not to think about her, but in my moments of weakness I feel like I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders.
For example in general I despise modern western civilization, most western/white people are stupid, naive, materialistic, hedonistic, nihilistic, hopeless, smug, annoying etc. they ruined my life. But I'm FORCED to hate muslims and care about islamization of Europe because of how they treat women. So every time I hear about muslim rapes I think "in the future it can be her" and I want to fucking genocide them.
And when it comes to women issues I'm downright schizophrenic because of her. On one hand I despise feminism and even hate many women because of how they act and I think they deserve a lot of suffering because of how much suffering they cause. But at the same time she's a woman, and she's practically a goddess for me. so...
