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Basically when I first started reading up on MGTOW it really appealed to me, my father has been in a marriage of constant disagreements for me and my sisters sake. Don't get me wrong, both my parents are wonderful people and I love them more than anything. But they just taught me how marriage, and the whole traditional view of romance is stupid and a massive scam, because the reality 99% of people are not suitable for each other, and as life expectancies get longer its unrealistic to spend so much time with just ONE person and that you?ll somehow never find a more suitable person. They explained that people get married and have kids out of a fear of dying alone, but that ultimately we all die alone. Marriage is unsustainably in a world were humans are so much more educated, have so many more hobbies and interests and avenues of meeting newer people who have things in common with them, the flaw with marriage is, unlike friendships, marriage TIES YOU DOWN. It breeds jealousy and envy, because fundamentally it is about maintaining an oath of loyalty, this will always cause suffering because person X could meet a more perfect person 2 years after marriage, but NOPE, too bad. You chose that one, you gots to be with that one. See so basically marriage is a way for women to lock someone down to take care of their kids and they fulfilled their biological desire to be mothers, which they only have 35 years to do. So that?s why I?m against marriage, because as a man why should I ever limit myself to not being with whomever I find MOST attractive and MOST compatible with AT THAT TIME. Why limit myself for some outdated tradition?
>tfw can't stop saying "you know?" and "uh" every other fucking word >tfw mumble and slur my words so I have to repeat myself multiple times to get a point across >tfw my S's make a "shh" sound and I come off as retarded >tfw I get so concerned about all of the above that I can't concentrate on what I'm saying and just wind up rambling incoherently while praying a stray bolt of lighting would come down and just end my suffering
If my upcoming mixtape had instrumentals like this, would you give it a listen?
Attatched is the link to a sample of what I have to offer. When following link please prepare to promptly proceed to turn the fuck up, as they say it nowadays.
>tfw I used to make videos with my Dragonball Z action figures using my parents old video camera >I was 8, so they were stupid, but I enjoyed doing it so my parents and brother humored me and watched them >I kept doing it >It became a "show" with its own universe and continuity >Eventually my family stops watching the episodes, but I still want to keep making them >I just keep making them for my own enjoyment >I grow to love these characters >As I grow up, I make episodes less and less frequently, because I know it's pretty autistic for a teenager to make a "show" like this with action figures >Still make episodes every once in a while, though. As I grew older, my comedy develops, and whenever I do make an episode of this show, it still has some merit to me because it's humor has aged with me. >I discover YouTube shows that use action figures. Arby 'n' the Chief, Dragonball Z Stoopified Rah (not well known, but I remember it because it used Dragonball Z action figures like me). >I love these shows, and they're nearly universally liked by their audiences on YouTube (very few dislikes on any episodes). >I start to feel like I could upload my own show to YouTube. >I recognize that my show might not be as good as those two, but I want to try posting it anyway. >Make ~20 episodes for YouTube over the last few years, delete some, keep others as time passes. >They never get any views like those other two shows >This show means a lot to me, but it will never succeed on the Internet. >mfw
I'm not trying to advertise these videos to r9k or anything. That would probably be suicide; I know you would all think it's autistic as fuck. I just want to get my feels out. Like I said, this show has been a huge part of my life for 10 years now, even though I've grown out of it to some extent. I just feel like shit over the fact that other "action figure shows" have enjoyed moderate success on YouTube, while for mine, that seems impossible.