Last week I turned 23. Khhv autismcel. I have decided that if I do not "learn women" by the time I turn 25 I will put an end to my life. I can not bear to live like this, each day I wake up I feel so fucking alone you can't imagine. Even a single kiss or a fake "I love you" would be enough to calm me down enough to feel normal again. Ever since I started visiting a psychologist for my depression I've started exploring my own psychology and I've to the conclusion that I lack a "secure attachment" in my life. "love yourself first" is a crock of shit, the only reason I am depressed is because I am 23 fucking years old I am yet to be "chosen" by a single fucking woman, and I have nobody talk about it to, nobody to lend me a hand in this. I assume even bottom of the barrel normies get saved by their wingmen. Maybe the only people who can relate to me aside from other mentalcels or vowcels are teenage prisoners who won't see the light of day until their late 20s. This is so fucked, dude, I literally feel excluded on purpose, as if my very humanity is denied and once I'm dead they would dance and fuck over my grave as my entire existence as an individual has been discarded to the trash like an unwanted fetus. I literally feel like living, breathing fetus. Nobody wants me and I exist to observe the world without the opportunity to participate in it.

Not one kiss, bros. Absolutely mental. I fucking hate it so much it's Unreal. Especially now that women have started wearing more revealing clothing, displaying something that has always been out of reach for me.

>am short skinny fembot (4'10, 87 lbs, 28 years old)
>have been swallowing air for most of 2023
>basically gulp down air like I'm preparing a burp, only don't burp it out
>fills up my stomach to its stretch limit
>have been doing this because I want to increase my stomach capacity for eating without gaining weight to do so
>has worked amazingly and can currently eat just under 20 lbs (haven't broken through that point yet just by a hair)
>mostly due to fetish reasons, but I have another reason why
>can't wait until Christmas dinner so I can out-eat my extremely morbidly obese family who bullied me for being short, skinny, and having no appetite
If you think this sounds like a larp, please remember girl brains get fetishes too, plus we're far more mentally ill than moids

Oh my science! It's 4pm. Time to enter the DILATION STATION

I'd buy stocks in soyjak if memes were money. I think he's gonna go on to be pretty big in 2018.

will a straight man vc and play stardew valley with me and roleplay being married farmers with me? we can mod it and add stuff to make our rp fun

>day 40 since empath-chans suicide

I miss her bros why did she have to do it?

I've seen very few asses that can hold a candle to this one. I've literally never seen a woman with a better ass than this. This is an ass where you see it and the first thing that comes to mind is that you need to bury your dick in it. Take notes, fembots. The perfect ass is,

>the right shape
>the right size: not to big but not too small either
>the right consistency: firm but soft in all the right places
>the right texture: skin is smooth, soft, and free of wrinkles or blemishes

i love her so much. i wanna kiss her nose and cuddle with her.

Robot turned normalfag here. As in, I've suffered from severe social anxiety and been a greasy fedora, but I changed through ridiculously hard work.

You know what your main problem is? You're religious in the way you see the world. You deny the obvious evidence of how the world is and substitute it with the belief that fits your ego; that it isn't your fault, that it's Chad, Tyrone and Jamal who were genetically designed to be popular and charismatic, and that if the world would just see you for who you are then you'd be swimming in positive attention. But you're oh so wrong.

The world is static, and its not gonna change just because you will it to. You have to mold yourself to be what you want to be, to fit in to the social slot that you long for. Just being yourself is nowhere near enough, you have to adapt who you are to fit in to where you want to be. But you have to let your surroundings forge you to be the person you want to be, but you have to get out in those surroundings for that to happen. There truly is no easy way to do it. Either get out if your comfort zone, or stay forever the same.

I'm not saying this to mock you or to boast; I'm telling you this as a wake up call. Get off your ass, fake it till you make it, and let yourself change until you're satisfied.

tl;dr Carpe vitae. Life isn't gonna change, only you can change.

i'm 22. there's people my age that are famous or millionaires or both. they're driving ferraris at 21 and buying big houses at 23. and me? i'm working in a dead end job making a bit over the minimum wage that's also completely unrelated to my collage. i know that being a failure is my fault and my fault only, or maybe just some tiny bit of being unlucky but even if i wanted to make it, i have no idea where to start. everyone is saying "just follow your dreams", "believe in something, even if it means sacrificing everything", "the sky is the limit", etc. but i have no fucking idea what and how... my life seems meaningless not only from a career perspective but as a whole. these people are enjoying their lives to the fullest while im hiding in the toilet at work. what went so wrong? at this point im just coping with "sometimes you lose, sometimes you win" and im on the losing side and it just has to be that way, not everyone can be successful and it won't be me... i'll just be a worthless nobody until i either die or kill myself