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>started slowly loosing interest to social life >started slowly loosing interest to hobbies >started slowly loosing interest to my job, which is one of the hobbies >started slowly loosing interest to movies >started slowly loosing interest to internet >started slowly loosing interest to everything I FEEL LIKE SHIT GUYS. I SIT AND DO NOTHING, ALL DAY, EVERYDAY. Even if i’m fucking bored, instead of doing something, i just browse fucking internet without a goal. Apathy is killing me, please help me guys. Please? What i should do?
>tfw will never have a gf and its definately not because I have impossible standards and think that every girl above the age of 4 has had sex with every single man except for me or anything At least you guys can get gfs, Ill never be able to settle for even the perfect virgin girl because she might have imagined what sex would be like before and shell be disappointed and cheat on me
I am in control of my mind and my feelings, and I am focused. I am confident, and I am building towards a better future for myself. Every success is a component in building that up, a brick on a building in construction, but my mistakes do not tear it down.
My mistakes do not tear it down. They are a part of me, but they are not the most important part of me.
> Guy I know. > 5'10. > 3/10 at best. > Socially unfit. > No money, middle class. > Ugly teeth. > Have anxiety and depression over death and all that shit. > Breath smells like shit, it turns out it's a byproduct of his depression medication. > Hair is always filled with disgusting dandruff. > Getting bullied at school. > Never had a girlfriend. > Guy tries to get a gf through internet and all. > No success at all. > One day stops, tired of searching. > Thinks of suicide all the time. > One day gets a facebook friend requests. > It's another guy, apparently. > Strange, he doesn't use to get these. > Doubts to accept it, nearly let it go. > Finnally accepts it. > The guy talks to be a 8-9/10 girl that was interesting in meeting him. > The girl puts all the effort in the communication. > Some time after the girl thinks of marrying, at 18-19 years old, because she has traditional parents. > The guy, seeing that he won't have an opportunity like this in his lifetime accept. > Now they are married for years. > They are still in love living happy together in their own house.
My mind is overwhelmed with this shit when I knew all this, I can't understand. An ugly and socially unfit guy suddenly got contacted by a qt girl and they got married. Let's recall: the guy is ugly, has no money, has barely any friends, has depression, bad social skills. The only good he has is that he is a good person and that he isn't retard neither. Seriously, why did the girl settled up with this when she could have aimed far more better? I don't even know how the fuck that happened, but it did.
The world is filled with people so lucky while others are so miserable. I feel like some of us are just toys for some godlike creatures playing with our lifes, while others are left out of this suffering. I'm more attractive, self confident, intelligent and yet I'm the one who is alone.
Why is the world so fucking unbalanced and illogical? We are doomed to deal with this randomness and chaos.
