>>14893702I worked this shit job surrounded by shit people for about 5 weeks total and it was the most depressing time of my life.
My uncle worked there too, and he brought me cups of hot tea every morning and came by to chat etc. After the 3rd week, I was buying cheap whisky in the morning, and smuggling it out in those tea cups during the lunch break and going for a walk for 15-20 mins thinking of things to do or how to change my life.
Nothing ever came to mind and I ended up walking out of the job after the 5th week after I was consecutively late for like the 4th day straight, and my tooth started hurting real bad.
I went to the dentist instead then went home and had to go on 4chan and listen to music to keep myself from crying.
I'm so fucking scared of looking for work again, I have no qualifications and absolutely no money, no good clothes, no dress sense or contacts or anything. If I don't reinvent myself I will end up dying soon.
