>be me
>actual femanon
>not fat
>not retarded
>not a fag
>decent sized boobs
>no friends or bf
>complete degen

can the normies tell? is it obvious that im not like them? i have a job but all my money has to go to my parents for rent. no money for vidya or toys. considering pulling the trigger, but i might try to get raped beforehand.

Letter Thread: Winter Edition

I'm so lonely but too retarded to make friends irl.

I'm 29 years old.
As a teenager, who probably should had parents who had him on a shorter leash, I would have long, innocuous conversations with random strangers on Omegle.
As I grew up, video chat became more common and the internet got bigger. Omegle became a place for stuff you guys already know about.
Now Omegle is dead.
Is there still a place like how Omegle was, when I was younger? I'm kinda lonely and just want to talk with people without navigating into a community like Discord requires.

ive been a regular for a while now. i have added 8 women from here to talk in dms and a much larger number of men. the dudes had their issues, but not once have i been ghosted, blocked or ignored even one time. a few of them im still friends to to this day, a good three or so years talking without incident. some were down bad, theyre coming back up and finishing their degrees etc. some had issues with girls and managed to fix that, one is about to be a dad.

the women either added me with sexual intent, or the 'chit-chat' with them didnt last a week before they got bright ideas and asked me something about their face. their age ranged from 19 to 36. now i am somewhat tall, my face has been rated as a 5 at worst and 9 at best by /soc/ autists, i do not consider myself ugly nor did i ever had trouble with normal women, be irl or through tinder. i can confirm these women were all actual women, no larpers, no troons, through timestamps or voice chats or similar venues. they were real, breathing women, different people, that i met throughout different times.

of these 8 women, all have ghosted me at seemingly random moments. there has never been any 'fight', nor there should have been since i did not do LDR with either of them. one such example i had spoken to for about seven months on a near daily basis, one day asked me something about a hobby of mine. when i answered her, the message didnt go through because i had been blocked. another specimen had made plans to meet at a certain big event that happens in my country every year, had spoken to her for five months and a half. one bright day the entire person was gone - account, email, everything, just purged for seemingly no reason off the face of the internet. some blamed 'BPD' or some other minor issue for their strange behavior, and expected that allegedly 'going to therapy' was enough of an excuse to behave this way.

will continue this in a bit

>Tacitus talks about this. Among Germanic men a sort of "Noble Savage" temperance was expected, and the women were absurdly chaste.The meme, IIRC, goes something like "the Celtic girl is an open slut, the Latin girl is a closeted slut, and the Germanic girl is actually chaste"
>In many German tribes in the Iron Age, such as the Suebii, male virginity was very highly valued. In book VI of his Comentarii De Bello Gallico, Julius Caesar documents this, writing that the Germans felt that male virginity "makes young men taller, stronger, and more muscular."
>Among the Germans, "to have had intercourse before the age of twenty" was frowned upon highly." Those who did manage to stay chaste were "most highly commended."

Does anyone recognize this girl? Yes, I'm posting this again.

Last week I turned 23. Khhv autismcel. I have decided that if I do not "learn women" by the time I turn 25 I will put an end to my life. I can not bear to live like this, each day I wake up I feel so fucking alone you can't imagine. Even a single kiss or a fake "I love you" would be enough to calm me down enough to feel normal again. Ever since I started visiting a psychologist for my depression I've started exploring my own psychology and I've to the conclusion that I lack a "secure attachment" in my life. "love yourself first" is a crock of shit, the only reason I am depressed is because I am 23 fucking years old I am yet to be "chosen" by a single fucking woman, and I have nobody talk about it to, nobody to lend me a hand in this. I assume even bottom of the barrel normies get saved by their wingmen. Maybe the only people who can relate to me aside from other mentalcels or vowcels are teenage prisoners who won't see the light of day until their late 20s. This is so fucked, dude, I literally feel excluded on purpose, as if my very humanity is denied and once I'm dead they would dance and fuck over my grave as my entire existence as an individual has been discarded to the trash like an unwanted fetus. I literally feel like living, breathing fetus. Nobody wants me and I exist to observe the world without the opportunity to participate in it.

Not one kiss, bros. Absolutely mental. I fucking hate it so much it's Unreal. Especially now that women have started wearing more revealing clothing, displaying something that has always been out of reach for me.

>am short skinny fembot (4'10, 87 lbs, 28 years old)
>have been swallowing air for most of 2023
>basically gulp down air like I'm preparing a burp, only don't burp it out
>fills up my stomach to its stretch limit
>have been doing this because I want to increase my stomach capacity for eating without gaining weight to do so
>has worked amazingly and can currently eat just under 20 lbs (haven't broken through that point yet just by a hair)
>mostly due to fetish reasons, but I have another reason why
>can't wait until Christmas dinner so I can out-eat my extremely morbidly obese family who bullied me for being short, skinny, and having no appetite
If you think this sounds like a larp, please remember girl brains get fetishes too, plus we're far more mentally ill than moids

Oh my science! It's 4pm. Time to enter the DILATION STATION