what are you doing today, french chan

Ciara was and still is the best r9k girl, now we got niggers and bitches who use too many filters or are just plain ugly. Ciara was cute and naturally beautiful. She had a boyish charm and was actually interesting. It's been going downhill since we lost her.

i miss her so much...
but i can't stop smiling and crying when i think about her. i guess she's happy now and not suffering anymore.

my dream girl don't exist
at the age of five she slit her wrist
she didn't know that i'd be hanging around
so her parents buried her in the ground
and this day i can still hear the sound
of a life in outer space

/r9k/ isn't for male losers who genuinely have problems besides >tfwnogf anymore and it's painful.

I'd write a longer thread if I could, but I'm so battered that all I can manage is this. /r9k/ was once a haven for wayward and lonely souls. It was a place for counsel which I valued greatly, no matter how deluded or warped some of the viewpoints here were. A lot of outcasts online don't have a lot of places to discuss their problems without getting run off or verbally beaten down for being an "incel". The incel site, furthermore, is a circlejerk of negativity, and it's easy to see how one might lose one's self in that maelstrom of nihilistic and defeatist sentiment.

Is it too much to ask for a place to congregate with other outcasts whose problems lie beyond the purview of women and relationshits? wizchan is kill and normalfags took over the internet. Maybe it is too much to ask; maybe this is nature's way of telling me and everyone like me to die off in silence.

I'm going to downgrade my tomboy real gf into a fake gf and cheat on her whenever i am not busy or funneling my time to her and i don't care about the moral implications

I'll try to make her super happy too, some flowers are waiting for her and I know she's going to freak out because nobody has ever really cared for her before not even her parents. I do actually care for her even the other part of me utterly hates her for reasons

What is a fake gf you ask?

It can be summarized as "treat them exactly like a girlfriend, lean hard into the feelz even if it's completely disingenuous"

I got with a qt nepalese girl last night while she was chilling with her siblings

Anyone else ever date a tomboy or have a fake gf?

I remember playing deltarune chapter 2 and just being fucking enamored with berdly.

"He just like me fr" but unironically kinda shit, instant comfort character. I watched every YouTube video about him, looked at every piece of fanart about him (yes, even porn), learned how to use Ao3 just to fill the bird shaped hole in my heart.

I've always loved birds but something started changing around then. I kept wanting to be a bird, but not as an animal so to speak. Kinda an anthropomorphic bird person, preferrably a with a base body plan like a terror bird. You can probably see where this is going.

Pic related, the dumb gamer bird from delatrune is the reason I realized I'm a furry/feathery.

i refuse to pay a single dime in taxes until the government provides me with sex

Women would rather date literal niggers than me. He's a fucking low-iq apeman whose cousins are still living in mudhuts. These dumb thots would rather date an unintellectual savage compared to me because it's trendy and memes about dicksize. No wonder the white race will be gone in a few generations. I actually think suicide would be preferable to living with this indignity.

Wholesome gay thoughts tonight.

I have a little 18 year old female friend who is such a little whore and tells me all of her sexual misadventures. Shes SO HOT bros