>be me
>2.5 week nofap streak
>by the 2nd week all the benefits of increased T, motivation, aggression, vanished and I entered the worst, soul-crushing deepest void of depression in my life
>No motivation, can hardly speak, completely paralyzed by fear and darkness, no appetite, laid down in bed all weekend in the deepest pits of mind hell
I'm going to bust the fattest nut tonight and then start fapping once a week.

it's weird when i read about junko furuta i cry but when i read about the same thing happening to indians i feel nothing

write your very important thoughts for others or just cry into the void with your peers

4chan has been culturally dead for almost a decade now and will soon require email verification sitewide. Omegle is gone. Tumblr is dead. Twitter is in flames and will likely be gone by the end of the year. Reddit is unrecognizable, as bad as it already was. Pornhub is decimated to a tenth of what it once was and exists solely as a repository for OnlyFans trailers. Chaturbate is just a bunch of zombified OnlyFans models sitting around staring at their phones and not really doing anything except occasionally thrashing around when someone tips and sets off the pink wireless vibrator things lodged in their assholes. TikTok is probably going to be banned soon and was never particularly a hub of quality content in the first place. Netflix costs twice as much as it once did and pretty much exclusively consists of a sea of unwatchable garbage. Google search is becoming useless. YouTube is also being flooded with hot garbage. No one uses Facebook anymore. All of the old niche forums of yesteryear are long gone. All of my favorite online communities have withered to a husk. Dropshipping has made online shopping treacherous. Interesting websites are a thing of the past. It's impossible to meet new people or have a conversation with someone you don't already know on the web, all the spaces where this would've happened are dried up. The places that are left are full of bots or too hostile to foster any genuine communication. Nothing is real anymore thanks to generative AI and netizens across the spectrum are more polarized, obnoxious and insufferable than ever before.

The internet is a wasteland. It's totally unusable. The joy is completely gone.

What is there left to do online?

Is it too much to ask for a girl to be as into me as I'm into her? Is it really too much? What about half? If I had a girlfriend who was half as into me as I'd be into her then I'd be over the fucking moon bros.
I feel like I'm suffocating, I just want mutual affection

This feels like a case of deja vu...

I got married about 2 years ago. My wife and I are both Mormons. My wife was a virgin on our wedding night. I wasn't because I've led a secret life of degeneracy before I met her. I have fucked many many different women. I've been on sex trips overseas and fucked lots of exotic brown chicks in Asia and Latin America. Obviously my wife has no idea I did any of this before we met.

I basically lied to her and said I was a virgin as well. I thought being married to a virgin would be great. For the most part, being married to a virgin is great. The only aspect that is shit is the sex. Well, it is for me anyway, because I've experienced some stuff.

I've tried suggesting stuff to my wife that we could do in the bedroom. Nothing crazy that I actually would like to suggest, but just things to get her used to the idea of doing something adventurous such as anal, cum in mouth or face, stuff like that.

But she's not interested. All she wants to do is very boring, slow missionary sex. She wants sex frequently, but the sex she wants is very boring. If I try fuck her harder and a bit rougher, she complains that it hurts too much. She's afraid to try anything new sexually, and just tells me she likes it slow and wants kisses and cuddles and all that boring shit.

I'm in a catch 22, we are religious and I can't get her to wet her appetite by watching porn because she's against that stuff. Plus, porn is a double edged sword. She might want to try shit if she watched it, but she would also lose that innocence she has. So I just can't show her anything porn related.

I've given up trying to make our sex life more interesting. She's happy with it, I'm clearly not. I've basically resigned myself to the fact that we will have boring sex forever. But it's not good, because I feel very tempted just to pay an escort just to do something fun again.

being in the snow and taking it easy

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Being sleepy and taking it easy