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If I knew I wouldn't be ridiculed in the moment I would laugh at normies telling me, they feel tired or burnt out with their job/life whatever, because I've never felt any enthusiasm in the first place. But at that time they wouldn't understand that and act like it's strangest feeling in the world.
The point is, I don't ever feel like doing anything. If I wasn't obligated to do things I would do nothing. Just pass time with no ambitions or desire. It's not that I want to die, I don't suffer and I've felt much worse in my life than now, while I'm writing this, so I think this is probably not the case. But I wonder, if life is composed of things we do? Is un-desire to do nothing equivalent to not-living? Is this what I truly want? Also I don't think it's depression, since I don't feel that emotionless and hopeless as I felt in the past sometimes.
The point is, I don't ever feel like doing anything. If I wasn't obligated to do things I would do nothing. Just pass time with no ambitions or desire. It's not that I want to die, I don't suffer and I've felt much worse in my life than now, while I'm writing this, so I think this is probably not the case. But I wonder, if life is composed of things we do? Is un-desire to do nothing equivalent to not-living? Is this what I truly want? Also I don't think it's depression, since I don't feel that emotionless and hopeless as I felt in the past sometimes.