How do I find a clingy friendless autistic boy to platonically cuddle with?

If I knew I wouldn't be ridiculed in the moment I would laugh at normies telling me, they feel tired or burnt out with their job/life whatever, because I've never felt any enthusiasm in the first place. But at that time they wouldn't understand that and act like it's strangest feeling in the world.
The point is, I don't ever feel like doing anything. If I wasn't obligated to do things I would do nothing. Just pass time with no ambitions or desire. It's not that I want to die, I don't suffer and I've felt much worse in my life than now, while I'm writing this, so I think this is probably not the case. But I wonder, if life is composed of things we do? Is un-desire to do nothing equivalent to not-living? Is this what I truly want? Also I don't think it's depression, since I don't feel that emotionless and hopeless as I felt in the past sometimes.

Would you film OF content with your gf?
Could be good money.

>lesbianloserlurker having a mental breakdown because she's out of schizo dykebot's league
this might be an actual femcel

>finally get a gf
>become more misogynist
Women have life on easy mode and they have no idea how good they have it.
If my gf was a man she'd be elliot rodgers
>shorter than average
>less endowed than her peers
>graduated with a worthless degree
>is a NEET
>shy and introverted
>is a halfu with a weird racial complex
But because she's a woman with self control (isn't overweight) 90% of heterosexual men would marry her on the spot if she asked.

>be me
>buddy of mine is in a horrible mood
>says he asked out a girl and she shot him down
>apparently some dude in her class asked her out right after and she said yes
>trying to cheer my buddy up
>he goes on a rant about how girls will always choose shitty abusive bullies over good people
>says he hopes he abuses her so she can see how wrong she was
>he calls the guy who asked her out a worthless piece of shit scumbag
>piques my interest
>i do a little snooping for this guy online
>he's on our school football team
>part of UNICEF
>he's tagged in a post made by a local soup kitchen, turns out he volunteers there 2x a month
>think about my friend
>doesn't work out
>only hobbies are video games and shitposting
>no job
>unironically once got in trouble for trying to steal from a homeless man
guys maybe the normies are right

/Drugfeel/
Collegefag on break edition.


Resources:

Currently Tripping:
>https://tripsit.me/webchat
>https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Good_vibes
Combinations:
>https://combo.tripsit.me/
>https://wiki.tripsit.me/wiki/Drug_combinations
General Drug Information
>https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Main_Page
Experience Index:
>https://www.erowid.org/experiences/


Dosed a new high of 126mg of deschloroketamine (DCK), consisting of two half doses taken one hour apart. I vaped a little THC at the peak and chilled out with my dog all day. It was fun.
I hope you all have a smooth day.
:^)

what happened to this guy? nevevr hear about him anymore

Pepe, its over!

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

im a stupid little femboy.

I cannot stop jerking my fucking cock, the other boards content isnt too good show me a picture of your favorite porn so i can get more and more depraved.